And that’s because it’s good for them since they are looking for it. I truly enjoy every minute of it when I see their engagement.
And while it’s not very romantic superficially, my heart beats faster knowing that accepting who I am it’s the most romantic movie I can live.ĭo not get me wrong, I sink in enthusiasm when friends and family get married around me. I embrace that loving someone doesn’t need to be written in a civil paper or blessed in a chapel. It’s that kind of thing that you make peace with. But I’m so sure about the decision I took that I don’t even consider forcing myself into it. And I would definitely be in for the party. Sometimes I want to be like the rest of the girls I guess. I don’t like the thought of someone having extra control of my future. I know myself better now, that there is no need to commit when you’re not ready, and also that commitment is not about forever but actually about every day. So while for other persons it might sound great to be able to say “Yes and forever” For me, it was a whole life lesson, that to say “forever” doesn’t fit me.
( Dar cuentas a alguien distinto que a mí de mi propio futuro no encajó conmigo) Giving an account to someone other than me of my own future did not fit with me. Like the path was already laid out in front of me and I couldn’t do anything else than follow it. It’s because I committed to that purpose like it would be stronger than me. Marriage can only remind me of that period, and it’s something that I don’t want to relive.
I already took once, a chance on a forever plan for my life. If you want to sip it in the same way here is the link to Spotify and this is of course a complete personal interpretation of the song. I wrote this piece listening to the song.